SYNOPSIS AND SUMMARY OF THE LAW SUIT ON RUSH LIMBAUGH; SEAN HANNITY AND ALL COHORTS: 2010

SYNOPSIS AND SUMMARY OF THE LAW SUIT ON RUSH LIMBAUGH AND SEAN HANNITY: SURROGATES ARE SUE AND CHRIS YOUNG AND OTHERS. WE WISH TO BE PAID FOR OUR PROBLEMS AND ARE SEEKING 550 MILLION IN A CIVIL SUIT BECAUSE WE HAVE A RIGHT TO DEMAND SOME FORM OF PAYMENT FOR THIS AND AN END TO IT.

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I developed Satellite Warfare to combat the spread of nuclear weapons and we have shorted the gap between nuclear and conventional forces; no longer needed in my book. There are approximately 200 chapters. Most were written and researched while in college from 1988 to 1998; I researched it by taking over 190 credits from different universities. They also span from childhood reading since age 8 and up (military science, weapons, martial arts, etc...) I have been getting ideas from people about doing a complete series; all at once. They start off with pure science and ends with a complete understanding of where this world is headed and two particular topics called economic sustainability and totality; then it introduces the reader to a new series of books on satellite warfare; the science and the art. Naturally, they call me the father of satellite warfare and I have put in over 20 years to this field of knowledge; perhaps the best in the world, but my readers will judge who is the best in their world. To get here; we have taken harsh punishments, suffered torture, was kidnapped, humiliated hourly, and had our life trashed and rewritten by no fault of our own. That is called terrorism. That is called war.


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Monday, October 20, 2008

A LONG TWO HOUR CONVERSATION ABOUT LIES AND PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS TO DIG UP...

10/20/2008 3:28:37 AM

After a two hour talk, Ann was asked if I had ever in 20 years once crucified her? She knows I would kill myself if I ever did treat her like that. Then she was asked if I was crucifying her or unfairly crucifying her she said yes. She said she understands when she goes out, how I would feel. She said she also does not like it when I go out and she has to stay at home. She said I was way ahead of her but it was okay. She said she took second fiddle to the wild lifestyle but tried to show some interest in going out and not be boring. Women are homey and can be viewed as boring. Then she said that an army of private investigators were hired to dig up anything on her such as parties, boyfriends, old acquaintances, etc… she would feed them disinformation to make them upset and declare there was nothing on her. Now they find out she had been taken 20 years ago and they know we are closer than even their own spouses. How did it slip their radar? The private investigators were looking at parties and social events.

I will take down all the postings in a few days. Ann is innocent and a really good girl, I remember all of this. One person said “she has been my drinking buddy for years” while the other said “she would make a good drinking buddy” but nobody said “we go out for drinks 30 times” or “we have a beer three times a year.” That is their trick. They never have the courage to say “we went out on ten dates” or “we had the time of my life” etc. The army of private investigators were looking for anything… she also wants to save a few things to say to my face to make it more meaningful. She asked for some slack and I said okay… she knows I would never crucify her, never, but did say I was but it was not our fault. To her this is personal and she takes risks when it is personal. Ann, if you are reading this, I am so sorry and it has been a hard life up till now, a very hard life, for you also. Sometimes it is easier to give up then fight upstream.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

ANN HAS ASKED FOR SOME SLACK AND DEAR LAURA INGRAHAM

10/19/2008 10:51:23 PM

After talking to Ann and her very loving conversation, she asked for some slack because she was a very good girl but took some risks and got a little beaten up. She has some slack for being good but a little gung ho. She is a loving girl and almost like a little girl sometimes but it is like warfare and she is unable to take risks due to her physique. Seeking an apology is insane from terrorists and stalkers. When you can loose everything it shows who you are, she asked for some slack to get even. I will take down the posts on being mad at her in a few days. Ann is not interested and did not commit infidelity or blatant error. She was forced to take risks and became so angered and took it personal, she wants to take unnecessary risk even if she can be a push over. Her own friends took advantage of her and made her their prisoner. The typical white guy or black guy reaction.

To Laura Ingraham, we are coming and they are coming and we will rescue you and get you out of this. I promise you, we are coming to get you out of it. We do not guarantee their safety either. Is it the white and black guy? There is more fight in the girls than both of them put together. The best of the best are not their subordinates, they are ours.

Here is a list of only the conservatives but everybody will get the idea:

• Is Ann Coulter to blame? No.
• Is Laura Ingraham to blame? No.
• Is Neil Cavuto doing this? No.
• Is Kudlow guilty? No.
• Is John Gibson doing this? No.
• Is Ted Nugent to blame? No.
• Is Limbaugh, O’Reilly, Caldera, Maher, Hannity, McCain, Bush, Powell, Rice, and a lot other? Yes they are guilty and lying.

Had they put Hillary on there, they would have blamed John McCain for having no fight in him while being called a Maverick. He has to rip their head off so we do not get blamed. The only person who has a fight right now is Sara Palin. We are not getting blamed for this and McCain should have ripped their heads off to avoid any and all blame, a fatal mistake.

IS ANN COULTER TAKING UNECESSARY RISKS AND SHOOTING BLANKS?

10/19/2008 8:32:58 PM

• Is Ann Coulter guilty of infidelity? No.
• Is Ann Coulter interested? No (she is in a 20 year relationship and taken)
• Is Ann Coulter guilty of breaking communication silence? No and yes.
• Is Ann Coulter guilty of breaking security policy? Yes.
• Are her stalkers still lying and saying she is interested? Unknown.
• Are they still up to the usual? Unknown, Rush is saying lighten up.
• Are they willing to exonerate or fix things? No.
• Is she avoiding our legal cases against them? Yes.
• Are they still stalking us and in our life? Yes.
• Did they kidnap her? No. Did they kidnap me? Yes.
• Do they still have “with us or with the terrorist” policy for socialism still? No.
• Is she annoying me? Yes trying to prove her again and again or sneaking around trying to act sneaky or to show how sneaky she is. That is what she is doing, trying to show off how sneaky she is to me and I am ready to punch her. It was a bad performance and her stalkers busted her up. They are not bawling their brains out or ready to jump off no bridge. Who is?
• Is she taking unnecessary risk or increasing the potential of problems? Yes.
• Is Ann Coulter taking unnecessary risk because she sympathizes with the stalkers, sex offenders, and moles? No she hates them like death.
• Does she want them gone and out of our life? Yes.
• For some reason she wishes to ask for an apology from terrorists and hardcore sex offenders by taking these unnecessary risks. They all are on a list and being positively identified.
• She took unnecessary risk and an image problem with having drinks with strangers, stalkers, and creating this wild image when she was taken and already in a long term relationship. Now it is biting back.
• She is guilty and blamed for taking unnecessary risk because of a personal or emotional breakdown. She has gone mad and now being blamed for these unnecessary risks if she is able to think clearly. She is poking them and chiding them to ask for an apology from terrorists and she feels she needs it.
• For some reason she feels drinking buddies was needed, an apology is needed, and more risk taking needed. There is a fine line in war and fights that say when you are so busted up that your own security is punching you, stupidity sets in quick. The real fighters and bad subordinates are different. One wins and one only wish to get more beaten up. It is useless and worthless but some effort to say she is not gutless. It is sheer stupidity and machismo from a female.
• Nobody risks everything for an apology or to stick a finger in the eye of a terrorist when they are also watching her and in her home. Now they are telling her and us to lighten up and this is all horse shit. She is acting stupid to an even more stupid person thinking she will not loose it all or risk taking will not have any impact on her whatsoever. It is just stupid pride and ignorance from weaklings and subordinates who refuse to listen or clean their act up.
• Does it feel like I am herding them to her? Yes. Is she shooting off blanks? Yes. Is she taking risks and shooting blanks? Maybe.

That is the problem with Ann and why she can be a big pain in the ass when hanging around big risk takers. This is her way of saying she is one also even if it is unnecessary. In war or a real conflict, a sniper would take her in a few seconds. You do not break security policy for apologies or to tinker and play with dangerous terrorists. When someone thinks they are a daredevil and wants to stick their head in a tank of sharks, the urge to kick them in is very tempting. Now that is more entertaining. She is guilty and too self reliant or independent to please anybody. I am beginning to understand what the problem is and why I have all these stalker problems all the sudden. I told her that when I am able and have strength, I will seek a better life and a more peaceful one; I will try to find a good spouse who I can relate to better and not always question. She causes people to have a lot of doubt in her because of unnecessary risk taking. She is cosigning it with me.

ALL THE SUSPECTS ARE LINKED TO CLEAR CHANNEL AND THE SAME CHURCH

10/19/2008 6:58:11 PM


Ann, are you stupid? Who is jumping off the bridge and do you have any idea what your drinking buddies are saying to me or doing? Do you? You invited them into your life and were friends with them and now one day flings, drinking dates, and romance permeate my conversation with your Clear Channel Communication buddies. Meanwhile, do you know who is stomping on the floor? The liberals and the labor unions of this church are stomping on the floor upstairs while this is going on. They all recently got massive contracts and big bonuses and we just saw a massive bail out. Who is jumping off the bridge now? It is all about this drinking buddy problem with Clear Channel and how they told me to get lost and not talk to you. They said I was warned not to and now are saying to lighten up they are the bosses. They are bad subordinates and jackasses. It is the same god damn church of liberals. The people stalking you and your drinking buddies are the same people stomping on my god damn floor.

They are telling me you are no mystery to them and their unpaid whore, they have not paid you and you are to choose one of them as your prison guard and rapist. Now do you know why I am mad? I am fighting the hell out of them and beating them down while you have drinks with them and they are soliciting you for sex? That is what they told me. They told me they are on my side and best friends but I cannot get rid of them or this spy camera and surveillance equipment they set up in our life. Who is jumping off the bridge now? Did you really hurt them or slap them on the wrist? Why is this ongoing problem? Why are you taking all the blame for them and asking me to beat down your stalkers while you are about to jump off a bridge? They are in your love life and you invited them didn’t you? Well, that is what they said because you have been their drinking buddy for years and really close friends. It is all about this drinking buddy problem with Clear Channel and how they told me to get lost and not talk to you. They said I was warned not to and now are saying to lighten up they are the bosses. They are bad subordinates and jackasses. It is the same god damn church. The people stalking you and your drinking buddies are the same people stomping on my god damn floor and they are not jumping off a bridge are they?

Saturday, October 18, 2008

HERE IS THE PROBLEM WITH THE STALKER AND ANN: IS SHE INTERESTED?

10/18/2008 9:47:37 PM

I am so in love with you Ann and I am reading the stuff you use to piss people off or say you are not interested. You have people who claim to be your… and it is clearly not true. It has to do with dinner and drinking buddies. I can tell you what the stalkers are claiming, whether or not it is true or not. You told me nobody got a second date and they claim drinking buddies and dinner. You can be in real big trouble with me but I am sure it is a lie and some deranged excuse to stalk you and make our life hell. You have everything and the love of your life. How much more fulfilled can you get?

Ann, listen. Do you feel that hurt? It is called getting crushed. I crushed you and I feel no remorse crushing you. Since 2002 you have lost your mind and have been trying to prove either you are a bad or a good spouse to someone. It is clear you are not interested. Did you have to always have drinks with guys or go out to dinner? The more you do that, the more it says you are a bad spouse. I have gotten out of this mess because you are saying to me what you did to win back what you had and lost in 2002. Now I am mad with the stalker problem.

Maybe both you and I did stuff to track down our stalker. I did not do anything I was abducted and kidnapped. You got them out of hiding. You are the reason we were able to actually get them and corner them. We will deal with this later and discuss what you had to do and what you did to go against me. I know you were both hurt and jealous. You had gone mad and in a sort of denial state where you resorted to emotional pain and almost blocking out the reality of our situation. We had been wronged and we had our life stolen. I know you were upset at me and felt abandoned by the ordeal so I know you might have tried to push a little of that pain back. To say we share life. That is what women do.

I am a good spouse Ann and I would never spite you or do that, never. I would never intentionally try to hurt you. Never. If I did then it was because you are or were a bad spouse. I am not a bad spouse; I have never been. We been through this before and it has left you busted up and this ordeal with the stalkers. I am mad. I do not understand why you have so many problems with stalkers. I know you are not interested and I know you are not even

Don’t you think I want to hold you and tell you I love you and everything will be alright? I know everything you did was to say “no thank you” and “not interested.” That is the message I go and also how angry you were. You had gone mad and I would have asked you what I am asking now, are you a good spouse. But what you did pissed off the stalkers and the people pursuing you. I do not have a problem with that Ann. I have a problem with the idea I am dealing with the fighting off your stalker while you were sneaking behind my back or doing things and not telling me. Not jealously but just a different life. I did not like the stalker problem and them telling me disinformation about you. They were keeping tabs on you and were in our homes wishing to share our life. It was the liberal church again. It was the same god damn church and your friends. Now we cannot get rid of them and get them out of our life.

We two different people and lives; you go to the beach and I am sitting at home, you travel around while I sit at home, you go on vacation and I am in jail; that kind of stuff. That is why or what I would be mad at and had dinner or drinks with some strangers or old friends. It is not jealousy and I know you are not interested, but if it means so good and much to you then you deserve them. Do we have two separate lives Ann? Our life is supposed to be identical, if I go out, then you go out. if I stay home, then you stay home also. It is good that way. We can have a good union and we have had 20 years of the best love in this world. I want to know if you can be a good spouse? That is the first problem. Yes I am a good spouse and a very good person also. Can you be a good spouse or are we doomed by you

Ann, I am reading the same material everybody else is reading so I need you to tell me what is true and what is not true okay. I need to know and want to know if you were starving or had dinner and drinks with these guys for a reason or was it social. If it was social, then they are going around and saying you are some type of quick turn around girl. These are people who are very close to you also. I do not want a girl like that in my life. I really do not want to be stuck with someone like that; you told me nobody got a second date but was it social or not? This has to stop and stop immediately. If you want to have a reputation as a quick turn around girl then when they call you, go out to dinner and drinking with them, understand you will be going against your spouse and a good one. If you do it no matter the reason, it is on you. You live with the idea it will crush you and make you mad. Next time, call me I would love to go out to dinner or drinking. Instead, I am dealing with our stalkers and fighting them tooth and nail to defend you.

Do you understand now? There is nothing to be jealous about but I do not like you snaking behind my back and making plans without me. If you wish to make plans and have fun with someone, then you deserve them. Don’t come crying to me and don’t be begging for my forgiveness or sit there quiet when I crush you. You will end up with nothing but asking whether you are a good spouse or not as I am now asking.

Friday, October 17, 2008

DEAR ANN: I HAVE DEALTH WITH YOUR STALKERS AND NOW NEED TO CONFRONT YOU: THIS IS NO FANTASY

10/17/2008 7:25:24 PM

Okay what about these dinners? Were you starving? The more you avoid it and the longer you avoid it, the worse it gets. What were the dates and why? You been raped, jot down who you had dinner with and why, when, and where. I am not happy you are no mystery to nobody at all and they like you very much and watch you jerk off in bed. The more you avoid it, the worse it gets. If you even say Bush I will punch you. Where is he now? Did he fight off your stalkers? Who did and you want to say his name like a Saint? I am really getting mad with you. Complain about not being able to respond okay. I need you to clear this up and tell me if you can be a good spouse and why. This is getting very serious and very disturbing, before it was a game now it is near rape and a dumb subordinate. This is no game. This is no fantasy.

Ann is beginning to become very annoying because she justifies what she does as doing it for us. However, I am kept in the dark, she was never asked to do it, and insists that dinner, drinks and social events are for us. Starving and greedy, it is not. There are limits to lying. We had financial problems before and I was imprisoned and unhealthy for six years. She was never asked to and was likes to sneak around and lie about it whether or not she is guilty or not. She ignores lots of things and claims she is not doing anything wrong while begging, pouting, and keeps insisting it is for us.

Can she stop herself? I have asked her to stop and she comes back and says it is for us and I gave up. I am too frustrated with dealing with her and her never explaining or having so much to explain. I cannot have this in my life and it growing. It has been nothing but stalkers and deranged fans. Every single day with Ann the topic and the conversation is stalkers and deranged fans and what it will take to beat them down today so they do not watch her undressing. Now they claim she is no mystery and is done so we can talk. They did not leave or behind bars, just we can now talk. My friends or her friends?

Now I have to deal with all the stalkers and the insult of what they said about how they were done with her now and her saying she did it for us. Do you see my frustration? So I had to ask her, do you have to go to dinner and have drinks with these guys even if you are with me? It feels like you are dealing with a subordinate and a stupid 40 something stupid bitch that is stuck in some lifestyle she does not wish to give up. So I am not going to fight more stalkers and have more problems with this; I am tired of it and hearing them say they were done with her now and I could talk to her was the last straw. I let her explain when and if she wants to respond. She has not and she is slow to respond. She professes her love almost like an obsession and death if it ends. You are allowed to respond and tell the truth; this is not a threat or some extortion tactic. I never knew we were at war, scared of wrath, who Ann? Never. I have told Ann and made it clear to her in High School, I am only interested in marriage and family, only. I am not interested in anything else or making things work, I need a good spouse and partner for that to work.

Some advice okay Ann, when the other person is trying as hard as they can to be a good spouse, it helps to be one also. When someone says do you have to do this or that and you say it is for us, it does not look good no matter what happened, how many stalkers, or what the problem really is. Is she a victim? She claims in frustration it is because of her career and being a pundit which caused this. I have had to ask her and did not blame her because she has not explained and said she was crushed by what I said. She does not think or feel she is doing anything wrong. I can handle the truth but Ann is having problems with it. I even told her if she said “Bush” around me I would punch her in the mouth. That is how mad and how frustrated I am with this rape and stalker problem or asking her if she wishes to be a good spouse. If she does not want to be a good spouse, she will not be one either. She insists it is not over with us but resorts to crying and pouting hysterically, she does do this. It is very frustrating, very trust me, it feels like a very dumb subordinate. Being unfaithful was never an issue but the frustration continues on and she needs desperately to address this immediately. I never planned on sticking around and I did not, I was made to look desperate, so I left. Now I am frustrated with the solution from Ann.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE THE PROBLEM

Dysfunctional political elites are terrifying because there is no way to sum up the problem. It is not strictly limited to evilness or meanness, more of a weird out of control meekness which is very difficult to pinpoint. We are entering an age where bizarre political elites are the best the political systems can produce because they are wracked with problems and inefficiencies. Incompetence and dysfunctions breeds an aristocrat who relies more on the stars for answers then real or practical solutions. Simply put they are stressed out.

Part of the problem is acknowledgement. The other part of the problem is a hyperactive stage of nonstop pestering to put thoughts and controlling the environment in order to implant thoughts into the heads of others. By pestering in a nonstop and a challenging manner, the left feels as if the environment is the vehicle to change. In other words, the material world is breeding the dysfunctions which they can then advocate. By pestering others with an ordained thought of being the masters of humanity and mankind, the left is able to fulfill their revolutionary dream of using the political system as a mechanism of revolt. A harder way around this is to tell the full truth.

Ordained as masters over the human race, the left pesters others in order to get a piece of the action. Consumed with this Robin Hood mentality and this desire to get a piece of all actions which they master, they become the heroes of the poor. The pestering public relations machinery is destined to either drive others mad or make it a ticking time bomb. As long as there is a problem with the left in this world, they will be in power. As long as people reproduce in a senseless manner, there will be social problems. As long as there are leftist in the community or flooding to the cities, there will be a struggle of this pestering nature. The left is destined to pester for a piece of the action. They will destroy others while claiming to be heroes in order to receive this piece of the action. What this pestering produces is financial chaos.

Destined to pester and get a piece of the action, the left is able to dominate the world. Even as feeble and unreformed as the imagination can fathom, the left feels preordained and predestined to be the masters of mankind. The trembling thought is not in getting to know them or knowing what they are about. The trembling thought is how to get rid of them when it makes them pester even more. Getting rid of the left turns them into a hyperactive stage to pester more. This is why the left feels the only people capable of challenging them are madmen who are bold enough to hold their line while they pester and control the environment in order to seduce thoughts and emotions, specifically fear and retaliation. The process is a disciplinary action where the State’s authority cannot be challenged yet the ultimatum is to surrender all freedom. When individual effort is surrendered, the left is able to get a piece of the action and live their lives through others.

The catalyst which drives others into hiding is chaos and financial dysfunction. However, it begins with pestering and trying to get a piece of the action in order to be the heroes of the poor or continue on the path of fiscal irresponsibility. The political system is used to dominate political will and this sets off the hyperactive stage where pestering seeks the surrender of individual effort for greater communal gains. When the left is able to control the environment, they can easily alter or rearrange the reality of others. It is not the same as social engineering[1] but very similar because it is intended to trick the mind or elicit an emotional response. By using financial mechanisms or payment systems, individual effort is surrendered to the authority of the state. The goal is to get a piece of the action in another human beings life and to have them surrender to the authority of the political will or the environmental mechanism, the machinery. Naturally, this causes more fiscal problems and it acts to reverse any gains which the left set out to achieve. They act against their own interests and produce fiscal irresponsibility because people are not willing to surrender their individual efforts and individual freedoms.

It is easy to recognize this problem and this ability to pester while holding the life of someone hostage. The left strategically place themselves in vital strong points and lifelines. They use leverage and the ability to gamble with the security, health, and freedom of others. It is a very toxic political movement and produces all kinds of mental anxieties, irritations, and annoyances which require therapy or anger management. The cause of this is hyperactive pestering by the left. The primary problem is the inability to respect the differences of others. This respect can range from the rich to the poor, best to the worst, smartest to dumbest. The secondary problem is principle. Principle and ethics is internal, it is not environmental or using the environment to control others. Principle does not ask individual effort to surrender to the authority of the best or worst in society in order to control the environment. Usually, this type of behavior is displayed by the worst and used against the best. The worst become trapped and this hyperactive stage surfaces along with the dark character it hides behind. The best usually respond by hiding or fleeing to escape the nonstop pestering of the left. The worst now feels a pursuit is necessary and puts the best under surveillance 24/7 and the chase is now on to pester.

If the left do not get what they want or a piece of the action, they shut the gates and discipline subjects like a patriarch[2] or parent. Remember, the goal of the left is to control the environment by using the political system to rearrange the reality. This makes escape very difficult while the surrender of freedom more suggestive. Typically this is a blockade followed by financial disruptions. They will also take it one step further and use nonstop pestering as pressure to surrender or force negotiations. The objective is to create as much pain and discomfort as possible. They also use surveillance and various harassment methods learned from law enforcement. The use of law enforcement or official powers of the State is to simplify the process of winning trust or obtaining trust without opposition. The key to success is access and proximity. Access makes the life of others vulnerable. Proximity allows that access to take hold and strike. Unless the left can achieve access and proximity, they are not able to attack. Without attack, they are not able to retaliate and they must accept defeat or abandonment. Being abandoned contradicts their forceful methods and the mentality of a master over mankind. The political left advertises as huge machinery on the offense, not being abandoned likes bad spouses and accepting this fate.

The dogma of the left is something which must be seen to believe and it is this dogma which scientific thought is not even able to break through. Keep in mind, reality has severely been rearranged and there is an absence of principle. The only tools that remain are to use the environment to control or attack others. You must resort to the political system, the machinery of government, and what controls the environment and surrounding. There is no way to achieve these goals unless there are official liaisons in government already. The structure is built piece by piece and begins somewhere. Logic and scientific thought is not able to break through this pestering dogma. It is an aristocracy who is plain bizarre and incompetent yet very deceptive and manipulative in achieving goals which are usually never clearly stated. This is the science of how you rip people off or entice them to support a less than clear political objective. If you refuse the authority of the left, which may or may not be based on necessity, they will drive you out of the community or chase you down to the ends of the earth, they do not understand the word “no.”

People usually view the left as a cult group because membership is not voluntary and neither are individual choices. The leaders may appear normal and may even present the most trusting, sweetest, caring, harmless, innocent, and friendliest smile. However, when asked specific questions and asked to tell the truth, what you get is the complete opposite of that smile. Now the term clandestine is derived.

At its best, the left is cruel and at its worst, it is incompetent. However, when it is fighting for its life or political survival, it is the most dangerous threat ever superimposed onto the word peaceful. You can have an armed or unarmed insurrection and still topple the government or rearrange people’s reality. The average person may see the reality as a group who is reaching out to those who needs help or who wants to build a community by pooling resources. The political left is a group who is bent on political domination and global domination. It is nowhere near a small charity organization running for office. You have government agencies and political departments who are literally ripped in half and silenced by the political left. There is reckless fiscal spending and irresponsible financial debt. When it is fighting for its life, it is in this hyperactive stage where no rule exists and no principle applies. It wants a piece of all the action; it will pester nonstop until it gets total control. The political left wants to dominate the world and it must go and pick up the strategic pieces for this to take place. Defy it and face the machinery of disciplinary action meant to serve as an example to the defiant. You need to figure out how to retain people in your organization when it is managed by evil. How do you make them hold onto you when there is nothing to admire besides material or environment?

The goal is to get a piece of that action while caring for the golden goose if possible. Overtime, effort and pestering will overtake the effort of caring for the golden goose. The golden goose has been attacked and pestered too often; it is no longer possible to care for it. Nonetheless, if that golden goose does not cooperate and surrender over their freedom or the rights born into them at birth, there is going to be problems. This is a waiting process and it can take awhile before this stage is possible. That golden goose may get a lobotomy and may not be a functioning golden goose any longer. As the golden goose breaks down, it will become more suggestive, fragile, frail, intoxicated, and broken. Now it becomes an easier target for the left, easier to suggestions, easier to negotiate with, and easier to breakdowns and errors. This is why the political left messes up their golden goose in an attempt to get a piece of the action, they feel preordained as masters and they feel that by breaking down an individual, they become more suggestive to their advances. It is an invisible rape and the only signs are a nonstop pestering while trouble becomes a larger and larger mountain. The dead giveaway is the invisible scars and the mountain of problems. Keep in mind, if you are going to entice a golden goose, you must walk a fragile line of flattery and attacks. The flattery is to win over trust and to signify an audience. The nonstop and pestering attacks are the struggle and the attempt to present this ultimatum to surrender over freedom or a piece of that action. They want to fight and take back what is not theirs. Was it ever theirs to begin with?

If the golden goose gives you a wall of defenses, what will the political left do? Will they abandon the sweaty effort or will they increase the endeavor? They will increase the sweaty effort in order to get this piece of the action, perhaps for pride. They will clone a target, replace it, impersonate and claim to be the police, steal it or try every measure possible to go around the golden goose. If they can go around the golden goose, they have what they want, a piece of the action. But what will happen when they are not rocket scientists? What will happen when the left does not have the talent or the resources to compete on their own? There aren’t many choices and you have to capture and hold prisoner the golden goose until that golden goose is able to escape or maneuver their armies in position. This can easily be tested and this can easily be proved by going undercover.

The left has to have a piece of the action and they have to be competitive if they are preordained as masters of mankind. To achieve this they must go to the golden goose, they must figure out how to use both flattery and attacks to control the environment and imprison the golden goose. The chance of being abandoned by an invisible partner or an imaginary partnership is very high. The only way when all overt measures are impossible is to go underground or clandestine to hold the golden gooses prisoner and hostages while forcing them and pestering them nonstop. The golden goose has to figure out how to get rid of this captor or get rid of this problem. Keep in mind, the authorities may be behind the matter and they will not cooperate with the golden gooses because they are in a hyperactive state. Their security is assured in this hyperactive state by the left even if the qualifications are so grossly abhorrent. Even if the qualifications are a total mismatch, it is not an individual effort but a collective effort. You are not allowed to be selfish with an individual effort; these are political appointments and rewards. That lack of talent is also why government can be very broken, in debt and still functioning.

How do you know when an attack or a siege is ensuing? It is difficult to recognize an attack before it happens or in the early stages when probes are being used. A probe is a way to gain information. A probe is unreliable when it is fed false information. This will also frustrate and anger the person probing. Unless the consciousness and the awareness are honed at over a hundred percent, it can be impossible to tell when you are being probed. Keep in mind, the other person is trying to cover up their tracks. Therefore, you must rely on probability and investigate each suspicious event using every single detail and clue.

Before an attack, it looks like a training exercise for those who know the clandestine world. At first it feels like a training exercise and is relatively fun. It begins with attention and flattery. What attention and flattery is used for nobody knows but in the early stages, the dead give away is the presence of people never before seen giving you a lot of attention. The frequency and the occurrence with pleasant and irritating faces may or may not pick up; however, the presence is very noticeable. The only reason why it is fun in the beginning is because you are the center of attention and someone is studying you. They are trying to get to know you, perhaps out of admiration or perhaps out of other reasons. Gradually, frustration builds up and soon it is very evident a training exercise is not the reality. The people who once admired you are now turning behind your back after they entice you. Pain is in gradual increases until it cannot possibly go any higher. If you are being attacked, you can test how high they will turn it up and how far they will go to seek surrender. The political left will go beyond ridiculous to achieve the ridiculous; you will pass out due to the pain they inflict. It is overwhelming while it is outrageous.

Early on, it becomes evident the person has mental problems or is very insecure. It becomes evident how difficult it is to get rid of the person or their presence. Somebody is studying you, somebody is looking for a weakness, and somebody is looking to gain access and proximity. The attack has not come so there is no way to predict what the scrambling and what the hyperactive attempts are for. All you see is movement on the perimeter and it is looking and searching like a pest out of hell. The attacks and the pestering will come very shortly unless the window of opportunity is not closed quickly. This is impossible if not extremely difficult. The attack is only made when all the information is readily available, by then both access and proximity is violated. It is now impossible to defend the circumstances while it is impossible to get rid of this new friend or partner.

How do you rearrange reality in a manner to benefit the left? Do you take the thoughts out of the human mind or do you put the thoughts into the human minds? The left rearranges the reality of others by bombarding them and pestering them 24/7. If they let up or give a target a break, they have a chance to recover. This is why the attacks are persistent and in a hyperactive state where it is impossible to classify their berserk behavior. It is an onslaught and nonstop pestering. That is how they fight; they go berserk in this hyperactive stage. The end goal is a piece of the action, a piece of someone’s life not belonging to one individual but desired by that same individual. A piece of the action can be classified as ranging between 1% to 100% but the effort to get that percentage is the problem. You can give 100% effort to achieve only 1% of the action and it is a worthless cause. It is easier to run off the target because the risk of prosecution is less. How do you run off a target, especially if they are fearless? The process of taking a hostage is without question, the most dangerous situation ever encountered in the history of warfare against the political left.

By rearranging the reality of human perception, reality and even the environment; the left is able to make individuals more suggestive to demands and less reluctant to resist. By impersonating the authorities or even seeking legitimate rule, the left increases this suggestive nature. Therefore, it is to the advantage of the left to pester others by controlling the environment and placing thoughts into the heads of others, such as a preordained master of mankind. When the left is able to achieve legitimate rule, they can manipulate the cultural norms and advocate the most controversial issues such as socialism. The left must have a piece of the action if they want to be competitive. If the political left is not able to be competitive, they will begin the avalanche slip into fiscal irresponsibility and even public resistance. This is the stress the highest officials are facing and the cat and mouse game they play with prosecutors. It is a dangerous game and the only way to implement it is to remain clandestine or underground. In order to detain or imprison an individual, you must have official authority. The political left must also justify the imprisonment of society unless it is falsely in error.

This problem with the left is not isolated. The problem with the left is not regional or local, it is widespread. The friendly neighborhood leftist aids in the acquirement of more strategic outposts and higher levels of power. Politics is grass roots. When the sweaty effort is so pestering, a hyperactive state is necessary because the effort cannot be abandoned. However, repeated abandonment causes the left to become frustrated and hyperactive. Prosecutors will have to stare down the barrel of the left and they will feel the pain of the left while being a partner to this problem. The left will not crackdown or prosecute themselves, to do so would be political suicide. However, this is a moral test of character to determine the degree of criminality.

The problem when the political left achieves strategic positions is their ability to manipulate and exploit the political system for revolt. They are able to hire and fire at will using the resources of the public. Because the mindset of the left is a preordained master over mankind, they are able to achieve longevity and total control. Nations and militaries are completely unguarded when this happens and they will become the victims of attacks and exploitations. A very easy way of achieving this preordained master of mankind status is the ability to link the plight of the poor and using the underclass as a vehicle to power. This group of society is the most suggestive and the most vulnerable.

By usurping the political process or the plight of the poor, several critical factors are achievable. First is acquiring a piece of the action and the corridors of power. Second is achieving the respect, honor, and emotional pride as preordained masters of mankind. Third is the ability to rearrange the reality of others or put them under siege so they are more suggestive. Fourth, is the process of surrender or achieving the final ultimatum which demand others to forfeit their freedom, golden goose or not. Fifth and final is the ability to live life through another person or someone else. It is impossible to live life or to achieve power through the poor or the needy. Even though it is an easy vehicle to claim a master over mankind stature, it is difficult to live life through the vehicle which acquired the power or legitimate rule to begin with. You must find the golden goose to do this. There is no avenue available to escape the clandestine or to be truthful. If so, how is this possible?

Power and authority is just a way to make domination easier, compelling, conveying, forceful, persuasive and simpler. Unless the politics and militaries of the world are able, and most of all willing, to get rid of the left, they live under these pretexts and the rotting corpse of socialism. They will be pestered indignantly by an insidious panache of the left, who in their clumsy elegance, feel they are preordained masters of mankind. The political left will pester until reality is rearranged as troubled, defiant, difficult, uncomfortable, inhospitable, non luxurious, lacking freedom and love, and lacking hope and the will to live. The attacks of the left are intended to produce despair and the permanence of despair until individual freedom is surrendered. It is intended to force the target to pay for the bills which they are behind. This is because they also feel preordained as the same or with sameness. This sameness is why they take others with them or down with them while consumed with hate and fear for reality. Naturally, the escape is to rearrange reality and place thoughts into the minds of others.

Would it be fair to say the political left is based on elegant apologies or the bold panache of an insidious senselessness? Is it fair to conclude their insidious flamboyance and elegance are just a clumsy excuse to be a socialist or clandestine? If they were to come forward and tell the truth, they will be prosecuted for illegal activities. Keep in mind; this is a strategy for permanence and giving up is political suicide. These insidious apologies do nothing more than aggravate the large gap between words and actions. Regardless, that is the insidious panache of the left in all of their grandeur elegance and indignant clumsiness. It is a life worth apologizing for. It is a life geared to ambush and jump out from every tree. In the face of failure, it becomes a life to ambush the cameras while smiling and apologizing for the sweaty effort before the cameras of public opinion.

You cannot beat the left for theatrics and maximizing their clumsiness. This political movement has been studied for an entire century and they do not have the luxuries they claim in being the masters of mankind, “You do not have a chance surrender your freedom.” Most people are not even aware this is occurring or how their leaders are behind it. The public needs to be educated and become more aware of their leaders. Unless the left remain clandestine and underground, they will face the threat of prosecution and the dual threat with the military. Every military in the world is looking for them. This means there are two visible safety nets in society; the political authority and the military authority. We hear this insidious panache because the left cannot even bleed their own demands and their own words, surrender your freedom. Nobody in this world will surrender their freedom, not even the ones who demand this. Is this master of mankind too good and more precious than anything we have seen in our lives to come to this conclusion? That truly is a tyrant who is very confused while trying desperately to win the trust of others.

When the political left targets a VIP, the main focus is to push the message or make it more suggestive. Due to the overwhelming outrageousness, there must be enough or sufficient attacks to make a target acclimated to the left. They want people to be accustomed to this anxiety and irritation they produce. Keep in mind, the use of 24/7 surveillance offers the left every opportunity to change the reality or rearrange the reality of others. They may do this and not let up for an entire lifetime of a VIP, maybe even several decades. The idea is to harass them when they are in public or to mess everything up so it is impossible to have any sense of happiness. If they can say you have a mental illness, then they have won and you are forever imprisoned by their handiwork. The idea is to make every aspect of life hell and the idea of total control will be very logical. The idea is to induce an emotional response or make their arguments logical. The personality and the characters must make their management style agreeable to others. This is impossible unless you can rearrange the reality of others and educate them to be sensitive to the left. This is their sensitivity training because they have handicaps. It is unrelenting and nonstop in nature and is meant to invoke a nervous breakdown. When a person has a downfall or fall from grace, their reality does not work, they must search for new answers, they must ask questions and they become very frustrated with life. The left will be waiting by the phone for this call even if they are the ones who did it. Simply use a different location or a different area to check if there is anything suspicious. This is very close to blackmail if enough evidence is available. If it is a collective effort of the community or the full effort of a labor union, then it is impossible to crack down or build a sufficient legal case. It is the pernicious theatrics of powerful leftist political groups who advance an unwanted partnership.

After empirical data of over five hundred attacks, an example of how the left challenges others is using transportation vehicles. Automobiles are thoroughly insured. Accidents benefit the owners of the vehicles. The bill is paid by the target in insurance premium. If you do not keep a cool head, they will press charges even though they are attacking. The left want to present themselves as protectors and will follow a target 24/7. They will block people in while in vehicles to frustrate them. They will use the safety space between cars to make an “Indian run” where the collective effort builds on the safety and forces others to give them room. They will challenge people when they come off merge areas in a chicken game. The idea is they want in and if you do not let them in, they will make their message clear. They will hit vehicles and claim the other people did not let them in or block cars and wait for the smallest space to butt in. By varying your speed, you can prevent an ambush. If there is a pursuit, do not speed up, slow down and let the pursuit become obvious. If it is that obvious, then get the license plate. That is just some of the games they will play when they target a subject and put thoughts in their minds.

Targeting a high value hostage is used to break them down, frustrate them, make them angry or irritated, and make things more suggestive. Because it is so overwhelming, people begin to let go and begin to give up on the effort. By using nonstop and never ending pestering, the idea is to play chicken and to put the thought of impossibility or “no chance of winning.” When you are a high value target, it is impossible to prove and it is an invisible effort. The political left makes something as simple as driving hell and a war zone. They will curse and yell when they do not have their way and if they create an accident, then tell the police it was the other person’s fault because nobody yielded or let them in. This happens over and over to the point where going in public becomes a war zone and a stressful anxiety. When it repeats over and over, be aware it may be this clandestine effort. The best way bring it out of clandestine is to get into an accident. However, keep in mind that the high stakes game is about who ends up with the bill. You must use probability and check every single clue. Write down blatant efforts and forward it to the authorities. The idea is to test others and to determine how far they can get with the golden goose. They are probing for information and also trying to produce a more suggestive climate. By pestering and attacking, reality can be rearranged and people are brought closer to a mental breakdown. Where the leadership of the left was never admired, they are now either admired or understood better. They are not crazy, they are not insane, and the leaders of the left are your best friend and “poortectors”. They are a new partner where they once were once only viewed as pestering. Expect a massive effort soon afterwards if they have put a sweaty attempt already and over a long period of time.

How do you recognize the masters of the mankind when the political authorities integrate the left into the most crucial aspects of life in order to appease unrest and chaos? Is the political system going to stop an army invading or is the political system going to combat a force that is ten times the strength of a political actor? The rule of thumb is if it is clandestine, then it is attacking. If it is not clandestine, then it is only neutral. There is no other position on the battlefield view.

This problem is so widespread it is in the highest levels; furthermore, the candidates waiting to be summoned to authority are ridiculous and bizarre. The society is broken and the political system is out of whack. Fiscal responsibility is up in smoke. Unfortunately, the claim of religious preordainment has produced several unbeknownst problems and quite a fiscal irresponsibility. Maybe religion is a clumsy elegance which turns the cheek to the combat of warriors who are the actual defensive forces of this world. This world is completely unguarded and it is a rare occasion to have the best soldiers on earth come out and take a stand against what they know is such a blatant wrong. In this wasteland of despair and ridiculousness, the only and last bit of gold is in the possession of the militaries of the world who know they must dismantle the political system which breeds the threat of the left and disrupt freedom and capitalism. These problems exist as if it is a cultural norm and grown a new head in the vernacular of society. The indignant pestering panache of the left and this insidious pestering of clumsiness to rearrange the reality of the world is a defeat; how big of a task can defeat really be and is it immune to religious affiliation? The pestering panache of the left is to feel important while seeking the ambitions to be the masters of mankind.

Miracles do strike, being witness to this; it is hard to ask if this is just an elegant criminal or a misguided hypocrite. Either the masters of mankind are terrorists or not. We know terrorists pester while others live in their strongest hours. We know they try things which in mental creation seem novelty, then turn into global crisis when it goes very wrong. We know them to be hostage takers and people who are very difficult to get rid of because it is unrelenting pestering. We know them to act in absolute error and with vindictive courage. We know how difficult it is to rid this world of terrorists by simple word or by word alone. We know a lot about this type of personality and how they take others with them or refuse to prosecute themselves.

Either the masters of mankind are hostage takers or hostage rescuers, elections annoyingly decide. Either this nation is unguarded or a mob wants a piece of the action. We would like to ask anyone who wishes to apologize for this matter to self administer the “test of malice” where they make up a secret word, phrase, or number; do not to let a soul on earth know about it. If it shows up in the most unusual places, then the miracle is ready to strike. Only the person who creates it or starts it will know. If by fault of misguided blowing winds never revealed, then safety is assured and there is a higher power. Truly, that will be the best apology of them all.

For the left to clumsily and elegantly say tomorrow, “they knew everything we are doing now,” is an insult of our skills. We are very concerned with political groups and people who feel it is necessary to take others down with them or hold others hostage while pestering native groups about safety or their safety. We know all about this safety speech and what it entails when the left lectures about safety. When the highest authorities in this world ask if the nation is properly protected or guarded, you better have an answer because they know who they are speaking to and what the problem is ahead of time.

If you ask the same people behind the matter whether they know who is behind it, they tell you they do not know. If you ask them to cooperate, they tell you they are the police and do not have to. When you ask them to document what they did or said, things take a different light and phone calls are made courageously to lawyers immediately. That is not all of it. When you turn around and think the problem is gone, the nonstop indignant pestering starts again with the same insidious panache. The terrorist is right in front of you and with full access and proximity to your life, even in your own house. How do we know? Even if you ask the prosecutors if they know who is behind it or can help clear this matter up, they just look at you and nod no, they cannot help. Even the prosecutors and high public officials know it is disaster and can only nod in disagreement as they seek the glory outside of the principle. They know it is a disaster but they keep going forward because there is nobody who will stop the train, it is political suicide. They know they face prosecution of the highest order and they are desperately trying to figure out how best to squirm out of their own surprise party. Does anyone feel the borders are guarded or have been?

Cop: Colorado Gunman "Hated Christians"

Gunman Behind Deadly Religious Attacks Had Been Thrown Out Of Missionary School, Police Say

COLORADO SPRINGS, Colo., Dec. 10, 2007

Police are investigating whether fatal shootings at two Colorado churches are linked. Five people, including a gunman, were killed. Hari Sreenivasan reports

(CBS/AP) The gunman believed to have killed four people at a megachurch and a missionary training school had been thrown out of the school about three years ago and had been sending the place hate mail, police said in court papers Monday.

The gunman was identified as Matthew Murray, 24, who was home-schooled by his family and raised in what a friend said was a deeply religious Christian household. Murray's father is a neurologist and a leading multiple-sclerosis researcher.

Five people - including Murray - were killed, and five others wounded Sunday in the two eruptions of violence 12 hours and 65 miles apart.

Early Sunday morning, a man dressed in black entered Youth With a Mission, a missionary center west of Denver, and asked to spend the night, reports CBS News correspondent Jennifer Miller (audio). When told he'd have to leave, he pulled out a gun and opened fire. Four people were shot, and two died.

The second attack occurred at the New Life Church in Colorado Springs, where Murray was shot to death by a security guard. The missionary training center maintains an office at the 10,000-member church.

"Through both investigations it has been determined that most likely the suspect in both shootings are one in the same," police said in court papers, confirming what investigators suspected early on.

Colorado Springs police said the "common denominator in both locations" was Youth With a Mission.

"It appears that the suspect had been kicked out of the program three years prior and during the past few weeks had sent different forms of hate mail to the program and/or its director," Detective Bradley Pratt wrote.

Earlier in the day, a law enforcement source who spoke on condition of anonymity said it appeared that Murray "hated Christians."

Investigators have not said whether Murray singled out his victims. But the two people killed at the church - sisters Stephanie and Rachael Works, ages 18 and 16 - frequented the training center, their uncle Mark Schaepe, of Lincoln, Neb., told The Gazette of Colorado Springs.

Authorities searched the Murray home on a quiet street in Englewood on Monday for guns, ammunition and computer. Offices from both jurisdictions were present, reports Rick Sallinger of CBS station KCNC-TV. Officers carried out numerous boxes from the home, and a bomb disposal vehicle stood by as a precaution.

No one was home when a reporter visited the split-level brick home early Monday. Murray's father, Ronald S. Murray, is a neurologist who is chief executive of the Rocky Mountain Multiple Sclerosis Center in Englewood.

Matthew Murray lived there along with a brother, Christopher, 21, a student at Oral Roberts University in Tulsa, Okla.

A neighbor, Cody Askeland, 19, said the brothers were home-schooled, describing the whole family as "very, very religious."

Christopher studied for a semester at Colorado Christian University before transferring to Oral Roberts, said Ronald Rex, dean of admissions and marketing at Colorado Christian. He said Matthew Murray had been in contact with school officials this summer about attending the school but decided he wasn't interested because he thought the school was too expensive.

Police said Murray's only previous brush with the law was a traffic ticket earlier this year.

(The gunman) had a lot of ammunition to do a lot of damage.

New Life senior pastor Brady Boyd

Senior Pastor Brady Boyd of New Life Church said the gunman had no connection to the church. "We don't know this shooter," Boyd said. "He showed up on our property yesterday with a gun with the intention of hurting people, and he did."

The gunman opened fire at 12:30 a.m. at the Youth with a Mission center. Witnesses said the man asked to spend the night there and opened fire with a handgun when he was turned down. They described him as a young man, perhaps 20, in a dark jacket and cap.

More than 12 hours later, at New Life Church, a gunman wearing a trench coat and carrying a high-powered rifle opened fire in the parking lot and later walked into the church as a service was letting out.

Boyd said a member of the church who volunteers as a security guard shot and killed the gunman. Boyd did not identify the guard but called her "a real hero."

"When the shots were fired, she rushed toward the scene and encountered the attacker there in a hallway. He never got more than 50 feet inside our building," he said. "There could have been a great loss of life yesterday, and she probably saved over 100 lives."

Boyd said the gunman had a lot of ammunition and estimated that 40 rounds had been fired inside the church, leaving what looked like a "war scene."

The father of the Works sisters, David Works, 51, was in fair condition with gunshot wounds to the abdomen and groin.

"You can imagine, as parents, losing two children coming to church, showing up for a worship service, not bothering anyone," Boyd said. "This is a very godly family, a family that serves our church. One of the young girls just returned from overseas on a mission trip. They're very committed."

Jessie Gingrich, who had left New Life and was in the parking lot getting into her car, saw the gunman get a rifle from his trunk and open fire on a van with people inside. Gingrich said she cowered in her vehicle, fumbling with the key.

"I was just expecting for the next gunshot to be coming through my car. Miraculously - by the grace of God - it did not," she told ABC's "Good Morning America."

About 7,000 people were in and around the church the time of the shooting, Boyd said. Security had been beefed up after the shootings hours earlier in Arvada, he said. The church had a total of 15 to 20 volunteer security officers inside at the time of the attack, he said.

Some members of the congregation reacted with compassion and forgiveness, in keeping with their faith.

Ashley Gibbs was getting into a car with David Harris when they heard the gunshots - a sound like someone kicking ice from the side of a car, she said. Harris said he saw the gunman.

"I was in the military for about three years, and the way he was holding the rifle looked just like the way we were taught to when I was in the military," he told NBC's "Today" show.

They stayed in the vehicle and prayed for the gunman.

"It was obvious that he was in some sort of pain and going through a lot," Gibbs told "Today." "I just prayed God would bring him peace."

New Life, with a largely upper middle-class membership, was founded by the Rev. Ted Haggard, who was dismissed last year after a former male prostitute alleged he had a three-year cash-for-sex relationship with him. Haggard admitted committing unspecified "sexual immorality."

The two people killed at the missionary center were identified as Tiffany Johnson, 26, and Philip Crouse, 24.

Johnson, who grew up in Chisholm, Minn., loved working with children and wanted to see the world, said family friend Carla Macynski.

"Tiffany was a well-liked, easygoing 26-year-old. She was friendly, adventurous and a definite leader," Macynski said as she choked back tears. Johnson had traveled to Egypt, Libya and South Africa with the missionary group.

Crouse, of Alaska, was a former skinhead who went through a dramatic spiritual conversion at 18. He had helped build a foster home at a Crow Indian reservation in Montana, said Ronny Morris, who works with a Denver chapter of the mission.

"Whenever somebody asks me to give a specific situation where a kid's life has been changed or transformed, I always think of Phil, because he had such a radical transformation of life," said pastor Zach Chandler in Anchorage, Alaska.

Youth With a Mission was started in 1960 and now has 1,100 locations with 16,000 full-time staff, said Darv Smith, director of a Youth With a Mission center in Boulder. The Arvada center was founded in 1984.

The Colorado shootings came days after a 19-year-old gunman opened fire at a busy department store in Omaha, Neb., killing eight people and himself.[3]

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Police Say Colorado Gunman Killed Himself

NPR.org, December 11, 2007 · Police in Colorado say the man who killed four people at a church and missionary training center died of a self-inflicted shotgun wound.

Investigators had earlier suggested his death could have been a suicide, but they also credited a security guard with averting a greater tragedy by shooting the gunman after he entered the Colorado Springs church.

A county coroner's office concluded after an autopsy that Matthew Murray, 24, was shot multiple times by the security officer at New Life Church on Sunday but died after firing a single shot at himself.

Murray killed two people at the Youth With a Mission center in Arvada just after midnight on Sunday, police said. Murray had been dismissed from the center's missionary training program several years ago because of health issues, the center said.

Hours later, Murray killed two sisters in the parking lot at the New Life Church, according to investigators. Youth With a Mission had a program at the church, officials said.

Out for Revenge

In the hours between the killings, authorities believe Murray posted an anti-Christian diatribe on a Web site for people who have left evangelical religious groups.

"You Christians brought this on yourselves," Murray wrote, according to KUSA-TV in Denver. "All I want to do is kill and injure as many of you ... as I can especially Christians who are to blame for most of the problems in the world."

In the weeks leading up to the shootings, Murray had also posted other anti-Christian messages on the unidentified Web site, media reports said.

In an earlier post, Murray appeared to reject offers of psychological help. "I've already been working with counselors. I have a point to make with all this talk about psychologists and counselors 'helping people with their pain,'" he wrote, according to KUSA.

The station said Murray's posts were removed from the site after Sunday's killings, and that authorities were aware of them and are investigating. Police in Colorado Springs and Arvada would not comment on the writings.

Police said Murray had sent hate mail to the Youth With a Mission center in Arvada in the last few weeks after being removed from the program years ago.

The training center said health problems kept Murray from finishing the program. Murray did not complete the lecture phase or a field assignment as part of a 12-week program, the center said.

"The program directors felt that issues with his health made it inappropriate for him to" finish, it said.

'Greater Tragedy Averted'

Police and church leaders credited church member Jeanne Assam, a volunteer security guard who shot Murray, with averting a greater tragedy.

Assam, 42, said her faith allowed her to remain steady under pressure.

"It seemed like it was me, the gunman and God," she said, her hands trembling as she recounted the shooting during a news conference.

Assam is a former police officer who worked in Minneapolis during the 1990s, Minneapolis police Sgt. Jesse Garcia said. Garcia said Monday night that he didn't know the exact dates of her employment with the force and couldn't comment on why she left.

Family Stunned by Violence

Also Monday, officials finished searching the home where Murray lived along with his father and 21-year-old brother, Christopher. Murray's father, Ronald S. Murray, is chief executive of the Rocky Mountain Multiple Sclerosis Center in Englewood.

In a search warrant affidavit, investigators said Murray attended a home-based computer school and worked at his computer for three to five hours a day for the past two years.

A neighbor, Cody Askeland, 19, said the brothers were home-schooled, describing the whole family as "very, very religious."

Christopher Murray studied for a semester at Colorado Christian University before transferring to Oral Roberts, said Ronald Rex, dean of admissions and marketing at Colorado Christian.

Matthew Murray had been in contact with school officials this summer about attending the school but decided it was too expensive.

Police said Murray's only previous brush with the law was a traffic ticket earlier this year.

His relatives said they are grief-stricken and baffled.

"We cannot understand why this has happened. We ask for prayers for the victims and their families during this time of grief," said Phil Abeyta, Murray's uncle, who read a statement from the family.

From NPR reports and The Associated Press[4]



“Down With The Sickness” lyrics by Disturbed

(Can you feel that?

Oh sh@t!)

Oh wah ah ah ah!

Oh wah ah ah ah!

Ugh ugh

Ugh ugh

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel

(Will you give it to me?)

It seems what's left of my human side
is slowly changing in me
(Will you give it to me?)


Looking at my own reflection
when suddenly it changes
violently it changes (argh)
there is no turning back now
you’ve woken up the demon

In mehhh!

(Chorus)
Get up, come on get down with the sickness

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Your mother get up, come on get down with the sickness
Your f@cker get up, come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel

(Will you give it to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
and is decaying in me

(Will you give it to me?)


It seems you're having some trouble
(In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes, oh no)
the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me

(Chorus)


And when I dream

And when I dream
And when I dream

And when I dreahhm!


(No mommy, don't do it again
don’t do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me - argh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy

Don’t do it, your hurting me
Why did you have to be such a b@tch
Why don't you,
Why don't you f@ck off and die
Why can't you just f@ck off and die
Why can't you just leave here and die
Never stick your hand in my face again b@tch
F@CK YOU
I don't need this sh@t
You stupid sadistic abusive f@cking whore
How would you have to see how it feels mommy
Here it comes, get ready to die)

Oh wah ah ah ah!

(Chorus)

"Rooster" lyrics by Alice in Chains

Ain’t found a way to kill me yet

Eyes burn with stinging sweat

Seems every path leads me to nowhere

Wife and kids and household pet

Army green was no safe bet

The bullets scream to me from somewhere

(Chorus)

Here they come to snuff the rooster

Oh yeah

Yeah here come the rooster

Yeah!

You know he ain’t gonna die

No, no, no, ya know he ain’t gonna die

(Chorus)

Walkin’ tall machine gun man

They spit on me in my home land

Gloria sent me pictures of my boy

Got my pills ’gainst mosquito death

My buddy’s breathin’ his dyin’ breath

Oh God please won’t you help me make it through

(Chorus)

“Welcome to the Black Parade” lyrics by My Chemical Romance

When I was a young boy
my father took me into the city
to see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up
would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"


Because one day I'll leave you
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade.

(When I was a young boy
my father took me into the city
to see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?")


Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
When through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know.

(Chorus)
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A world that sends you reeling

from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call

(Chorus 2)
To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe us
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain, or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

(Chorus 2)


(Do or die, you'll never make me)
(Because the world, will never take my heart)
(You can try, you'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)
(Do or die)
We'll carry on
(You'll never make me)
(Because the world)
We'll carry on
(Will never take my heart)
(You can try)
We'll carry
(You'll never break me)
(We want it all)
We'll carry on
(We wanna play this part)

“Fly from the Inside” lyrics by Shinedown


(Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders
here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders)
ON-MY-SHOULDERS!

SHAY-ME, SHAME

All alone I pierce the chain
And on and on the sting remains
And dieing eyes consume me now
The voice inside screams out loud

(Chorus)
I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter
Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky
Long live that day that I decided to fly

From the inside

(SHAME)


Every day a new deception
Pick your scene and take direction
And on and on I search to connect
But I don't wear a mask and I have no regrets
I am focused on what I am after
The key to the next open chapter

(Chorus)

I can't escape the pain
I can't control the rage
Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane
I'm not against what's right
I'm not for what's wrong
I'm just making my way and I'm gone

Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders


(Chorus)
(Chorus)

“Stress” lyrics by Godsmack

Lets!

You think your head's achin'

I'm not finished yet

I won't be mistaken

How soon you forget

Take back what you said

And I'll spare you pain

Then you can spare me all your f*****' lies

(Chorus)

I can't wait eight eight eight

I can't wait eight eight to get away

Yeah!

I ask you twenty more times

Don't you hear a thing?

You’re testing my patience again

Careful for your sake

Take a walk with me there

And I'll show you pain

But who said you can open up your mouth

(Chorus)

Thoughts are pissed away

And for a minute I couldn't swallow

Thoughts are pissed away

And for a minute I couldn't swallow

If you think that I'm the one who'll be here

Come tomorrow (think again)

(In time I'll be here

Not waiting

Not waiting for you anymore

I love you

I love you anyway

Is it so rare?

I've been

Sleeping with the dead)

“Ice Ice Baby” lyrics by Vanilla Ice

(Yo Vanilla, kick it one time-boi

Yo, VIP

Let's kick it!)

(Ice Ice Baby

Ice Ice Baby)

All right stop

Collaborate and (listen)

Ice is back with my brand new (invention)

Something grabs a hold of me tightly

I flow like a harp daily and nightly

(Will it ever stop?)

Yo--I don't know

Turn off the lights and I'll glow

To the extreme I rock a mic like a vandal

Light up a stage and wax a chump like a candle.

(Dance)

Bum rush the speaker that booms

I'm killin your brain like a poisonous mushroom

(Deadly)

When I play a dope melody

Anything less that the best is a felony

Love it or leave it

You better gain (way)

You better hit bull's eye

The kid dont (play)

If there was a problem

Yo, I'll solve it

Check out the hook while my DJ revolves it

Ice Ice Baby Vanilla (4X)

Now that the party is (jumping)

With the bass kicked in, the Vegas are (pumpin')

Quick to the point, to the point no (faking)

I'm cooking MC's like a pound of (bacon)

Burning them if they're not quick and nimble

I go crazy when I hear a cymbal

And a hi hat with a souped up tempo

I'm on a roll and it's time to go solo

(Rollin) in my 5.0

With my ragtop down so my hair can blow

The girlies on standby

Waving just to say HI

(Did you stop?)

No--I just drove by

Kept on pursuing to the next stop

I busted a left and I'm heading to the next block

The block was dead

Yo--so I continued to A1A (Beachfront Ave.)

Girls were hot wearing less than bikinis

Rockers and lovers driving Lamborghinis

(Jealous) 'cause I'm out getting mine

Shay with a guage and Vanilla with a nine

(Ready) for the chumps on the wall

The Chumps are acting nimble because they're so full of (eight balls)

Gunshots ranged out like a bell

I grabbed my nine--

All I heard were shells

(Fallin) on the concrete real fast

Jumped in my car, slammed on the gas

Bumper to bumper the avenue's packed

I'm tryin to get away before the jackers to the jacke

(Police on the scene)

You know what I mean

They passed me up, confronted all the dope fiends

If there was a problem

Yo, I'll solve it

Check out the hook while my DJ revolves it

Ice Ice Baby Vanilla (4X)

Take heed, cuz I'm a lyrical (poet)

Miami's on the scene just in case you didn't (know it)

My town that created all the bass sound

Enough to shake and kick holes in the ground

'Cause my style's like a chemical (spill)

Feasible rhymes that you can vision and (feel)

Conducted and formed

This is a hell of a concept

We make it hype and you want to step (with this)

Shay plays on the fade, slice it like a ninja

Cut like a razor blade, so fast

Other DJ's say (Damn)

If my rhyme was a drug

I'd sell it by the gram

Keep my composure when it's time to get loose

Magnetized by the mic while I kick my juice

If there was a problem

Yo--I'll solve it!

Check out the hook while DJ revolves it.

Ice Ice Baby Vanilla (4X)

Yo man--let's get out of here!

Word to your mother!

(Ice Ice baby Too Cold

Ice Ice baby Too Cold Too cold (3X) )

"Land of Confusion" lyrics by Disturbed

I must have dreamed a thousand dreams

Been haunted by a million screams

But I can hear the marching feet

They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?

They say the danger has gone away

But I can see the fire's still a light

They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people

Making too many problems

And there's not much love to go around

Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

(Chorus)

This is the world we live in

And these are the hands we're given

Use them and let's start trying

To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?

When everything's gone wrong somehow?

The men of steel, these men of power

Are losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place

So we look for the future

But there's not much love to go around

Tell me why this is a land of confusion

(Chorus)

I remember long ago

When the sun was shining

And all the stars were bright all through the night

In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight

So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight

My generation will put it right

We're not just making promises

That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people

Making too many problems

And there's not much love to go round

Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in

And these are the hands we're given

Use them and let's start trying

To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in

And these are the names we're given

Stand up and let's start showing

Just where our lives are going to

(Ah ah ah ah)

“Save Me” lyrics by Unwritten Law

Had a bad day

Don’t talk to me
Gonna ride this out.
My little black heart

Breaks apart
with your big mouth.

And

I’m sick

Of my sickness
don't touch me

You’ll get this
I’m useless

Lazy, perverted

And you hate me.

(Chorus)
you can't save me
you can't change me
well I’m waiting for my wake up call
and everything everything's my fault .


Went to the doctor

And I asked her
to make this stop.
Got medication

A new addiction
Effin thanks a lot.

Had a relapse

I’m outta rehab
it ruins everything.
So point your finger

At the senior
he's in the pharmacy.

(Chorus)

you can't save me
you can't blame me
well I’m waiting here to take the fall
and everything

Everything’s my fault.

(Bridge)
And I’m a death threat

Haven’t slept yet
baby why the wake up call.
I’m a bad boy

Tell the tabloids
everything’s my fault.

Whoa …whoa oh

Yeah write it write it.
Whoa …whoa oh whoa

Everything’s my fault.
Everything’s my fault-halt.

I went to heaven

I couldn't get in
for what I have done.
I said please take me

They said you're crazy
you had too much fun.

(Chorus)


you can't save me
you can't blame me
well I’m waiting here to take the fall
and everything

Everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me

You can’t change me

Everything’s my fault

You can’t save me

You can’t change me

You can’t chain me

You can’t save me

You can’t chain me

Everything’s my fault

“Seein Red” lyrics by Unwritten Law

I'm seein red ,
Don't think you'll have to see my face again ,
don't have much time for sympathy ,
Cuz it never happened to me .
You feelin blue now ,
I think you bit off more than you could chew ,
And now it's time to make a choice ,
And all I wanna hear is your...

(Chorus)
So follow, the leader down ,
And swallow your pride and drown ,
When there's no place left to go ,
Maybe that’s when you will know .

(repeat Chorus)

And foolish lies, well can't you see ,
I tried to compromise .
Cuz what you say ain't always true ,
And I can see the tears in your eyes ,
And what you said now ,
Can't stop the words from running through my head ,
And what I do to get through to you ,
But you'd only do it again ,

(Chorus)

(oOui…) Well I confess, I don't know what to make from all this mess ,
Don't have much time for sympathy ,
But it never happened to me ,
You Feelin down I don't know where I’ll be when you come around ,
And now it's time to make a choice,
And all I wanna hear is your voice…

“Headstrong” lyrics by Trapt

Circling, circling

Circling your head

contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the, truth I got a doubt
A different motive in your eyes, and now I'm out
See you later
I see your fantasy, you want to make a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads
Well that's over
I see your motives inside, and decision to hide

[Chorus]
Back off we'll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong
Headstrong we're Headstrong
Back off We'll take you on
Headstrong to take on anyone
I know that you are wrong and
This is not where you belong

I can't give anything away
I won't give everything away

Conclusions manifest

your first impressions got to be your very best
I see you're full, of sh** and that's alright
That's how you play I guess you get through every night
Now that's over
I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, inside of our heads
Well that's all over
I see your motives inside, and decision to hide

[Chorus]
I can't give anything away
I won't give everything away

(Repeat)

I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about
I know, I know all about your motives inside and decision to hide
[Chorus]

Where you belong

This is not where you belong
I won't give everything away
I can't give anything away

This is not where you belong


“Save Me” lyrics by Shinedown

I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound

(Chorus)
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise

(Chorus)

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
To answer is
WHY!!!
WHY!?!

(Chorus)

Some one save me (x2)
Somebody save me

Somebody save me
please don't erase me




[1] Social engineering, as described by Wikipedia, is a collection of techniques used to manipulate people into performing actions or divulging confidential information. While similar to a confidence trick or simple fraud, the term typically applies to trickery for information gathering or computer system access and in most cases the attacker never comes face-to-face with the victim. All social engineering techniques are based on flaws in human logic known as cognitive biases.

[2] A person who exercises autocratic authority over an extended family or subjects.

[3] Material came from the CBS evening news with Katie Couric website but originates from the Associated Press newswire.

[4] Newswire found on National Public Radio website on the day this chapter was written, December 12, 2007.